and here's day 22 of the ballum advent calendar run by @theballumplace!! , i could not agree more, @calthighway is the queen of aus- i mean that doctor/priosoner au will forever be one of my favourites, alongside the ons footballer au!!! What does Y After their breakup, the whole town blamed Ben, even though it was Callum who ended it. Callum and Ben in a world where Ben is in Prison and Callum is a guard. , everyone in this fandom is insanely talented but i want to show some love to some favourites: @oceandawning i'm not overexaggerating when i say 3am rush is an absolute masterpiece. #EastEnders #Ballum #MentalHealthMatters. i see your face in people i don't know by callumsmitchells/@callumsmitchells it's honestly one of the best fics i've ever read. To begin, I will include a Previously on EastEnders, as the final canon episode of Clenshaws era would be the Mitchell flashback episode, with me beginning my fan fiction on the 1st of January. Callum keeps falling for Ben over and over again leaving him in tricky situations. 7.3K 7 22. Rating: Explicit Callum shocked by Ben decision asking for a divorce. Basically a romantic break for just Ben and Callum to escape from the rest of the world, which involves pure tooth rotting fluff and a lot of smut. Despite all the obstacles in their path they gravitate towards eachother and find it impossible to resist the power of the connection between them. An alternative take on the 05/09/19 bedroom scenes. (feb 2023) Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! Domestic Husbands by Benjamin Wheeler. Chapter 9 is up now if anyone is interested. Fan fiction. Callum and Ben have been running in one way or another, their whole lives. its nothing that callum isnt used to, his dad and his big brother stuart fight almost every day, leaving callum to tiptoe around the broken pieces of their family that they leave behind. You know me, you know the drill by now. callumhighway benmitchell ballum eastenders gay fanfiction. Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply ~ . personally i dont think theyve rushed into anything no. Written as a follow up to Playing the Part so may help to be familiar with that story, although it could be read as a stand alone. Whitney is not in this story. I've added character tags for the few characters I definitively identify in Chapter 1; others will remain anonymous until they identify themselves definitively further on in, at which time I will tag them too. He thought he had the perfect life that was until he met a mysterious man who was new to the business of construction. Meanwhile Stuart insists on planning a party to help his younger brother meeting his new neighbours and they receive a visitor that raises Callums suspicions. Ballum - Relationship; Ben Mitchell; Callum Highway - Character; Lexi Pearce; There may be more people as the chapters go on; each chapter is its own fic; Updated every 2 days; Ballum Christmas; Christmas; just pure softness; Sick Fic; lexi is poorly; Matching jumpers; beanie callum; My own characters sam and James are mentioned; Pam Coker . what could possibly go wrong? Callum and Ben return to the place where they first fell in love to celebrate a special anniversary. If only some of the fanfiction I read could actually be acted out by the actors that play the characters, especially the fix it ones. Im just happy. Hes here, on the filthy ground marred by misery, powerless as he watches the person he loves fading before his very eyes, not for the first time but he's certain that it will be the last. Blades' receptionist. So Callum was the first person since Paul that Ben got this kind of affection from. ), favourites include @calthighway @dingletragedy @thefancyspin @halfwayinit @callumsmitchells @oceandawning @juguitos @smugdensmitchell @yasisworld @stillamess. Im missing some- I know I am. Ben never knew this is where he would be . (feb 2023)Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! And generally soft Ballum, I live for this relationship, so unique. Earlier this week I finished writing chapter nine, putting the fic's total word count up to 41k words! However a chance meeting whilst out running turns their whole worlds upside down. 404) Constant pandering to the Ballum & Sharon fandoms 405) Where has Bobby been lately? Just like you said, all he had were those one night stands, those purely sexual hookups. her characterization is always bang on point and everything she writes is . He knows that now. a new place where he could leave it all behind him the secrets, the lies, the trauma, everything. A follow on from the last shared Ballum scene (I think) where they are in the cafe having a cup of tea. BBC. A growing relationship between the t Ben struggles with the loss of Callum from tragic accident, The whole of Ballum's storyline from the moment thy met to the present day, This is a story from the point of view from Ben and Callum. i posted all the asks i received until about an hour ago, then i went for a walk because i needed to get of the house - and now ill post the ones that ive received since! Callum is a soap star actor that be asked on this years strictly. So, without further ado, get outta my pub! Please consider turning it on! Now is the best time to join the adventure starting on chapter 68. He looks over at him without moving more than a slight roll of his head toward him. (13k words), twelve presents for the man i love by @callumsmitchells, its december, and ben wants to do christmas a little bit differently this year. I've talked about toxic fans before with EastEnders.However, now that Ballum (Ben & Callum) are having actual real relationship . While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Balaam, non-Israelite prophet described in chapters 22-24 of the Book of Numbers, the fourth book of the Hebrew Bible (Old Testament), as a diviner who is importuned by Balak, king of Moab, to place a malediction on the people of Israel, who are camped ominously on the plains of Moab. Both are forced to face some truths about themselves, things theyve never had the courage to before; teaching them there are certain things you cant run away from no matter how hard you try. Characters: Callum Halfway Highway, Ben Mitchell, Jay Brown, Lola Pearce, Lexi Pearce, Frankie Lewis, Mick Carter, Linda Carter (Eastenders), Phil Mitchell, Stuart Highway, Jonno Highway or, a glimpse into their life together through several christmas clichs. Feel free to message me I am always on my phone reading fanfiction or watching Youtube so always up for a chat. Thanks to anyone whos read so far . Not a surprise that a Mitchell is involved, especially not Ben. the name in bold black letters on the front, his next kill, his next victim callum highway. you can read all of watmcgregors fics here! summary: ben likes a lot about callum, which goes without saying really since the truth is bens in love with him. back hugs because yes!!). Ben's constantly being attacked by his anxiety until he meets someone who might be able to turn things a Hi everyone One shot of tonight's scene. I should be putting my focus on making progress with Ballum UnScene but my head & my heart have steered me off on this tangent. Chapters: 10/18 An Alternative to how Callum found out about Bens Rape. Callum reassures him saying everything will be ok. A one shot chapter covering a small basis of Callum with PTSD. well, that's until he hears loud engines, sirens, and then a guy with a bruise on his face threatening to take his car so he can escape the very real cop coming towards them. Never let anyone feel bad for who you are Callum. Anonymous asked: Hello ! Despite all the obstacles in their path they gravitate towards eachother and find it impossible to resist the power of the connection between them. Set in May 2023. before he knows it, bens crash-landed his way into callums life, bringing secrets of his own. the man gives him an apologetic look at that, though ben isnt really sure what for; its not like hes the one responsible for the snow currently coating every inch of the country. Chapters: 1/1 I hope you're well ! Chapters: 1/1Fandom: EastEnders (TV), BallumRating: General AudiencesWarnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive WarningsRelationships: Callum Halfway Highway/Ben MitchellCharacters: Callum Halfway Highway, Ben Mitchell, Lexi Mitchell, Jay Brown, Lola PearceAdditional Tags: Romance, Fluff, soft, Cute, Dates, Kissing, Hugs, Touching, BoyfriendsSummary: A collection of one shots and ficlets, around Ben and Callums dates that we didnt see, Just remembered, Ben is wearing his glasses in the Lexi dancing clip, which seems to only happen when its early in the morning. What does Y I'm always 110% here for soft Ben. Characters: Callum "Halfway" Highway, Ben Mitchell, Jay Brown, Lola Pearce, Lexi Pearce, Frankie Lewis, Mick Carter, Linda Carter (Eastenders), Phil Mitchell, Stuart Highway, Jonno Highway Be it dancers, footballers or a paramedic and their patient, it is always so recognisably Ben and Callum. Going back to the beginning 2019, Callum's still in the army, when he's injured in combat he needs help in his recovery and moves in with his brother and fianc Raine. I have been planning this fan fiction for a while now, and I am so incredibly excited to show you whats in store for Albert Square this year. And kudos to the very last statement youve made. He finds Freddie sitting on the floor, arms resting on his legs and his head resting against the bath. Just when you think you have this thing called "Life" figured out, something comes speeding, out of control, and crashes into you. An Alternative to how Callum found out about Bens Rape. Wher possible, I reference the scene each chapter follows on from, often quoting one of the characters final lines from that scene as an aide-memoire. It's much appreciated!, A big hug and shoutout to aga @pchighway who left one of the sweetest, most genuine dms about my writing and I'm still crying to this day . Loving kitten Ben rubbing himself against totally oblivious Callum.also Ben's little lip biting action is just so hot.. . (As requested by my dear friend @ballumrobron in honour of his birthday) Happy Birthday Pea . Have a nice day/night! Sex is great and we all know Ben likes it a lot. 1. At this point Callum is still with Whitney and Whit doesn't know anyth One shots for the much loved couple in EastEnders Ben and Callum ( also known as Ballum) . Then Lex and Ben dragging a reluctant Callum in to dance with them. summary: callum has a secret that he's terrified of people finding out. or, ben and callum meet on an anonymous forum. The titles a play on words. Take later. (If you haven't seen The Traitors I hope I've offered enough explanation along the way that it makes sense). Work Search: Rating: Teen and up . Alternative scene continuation in The Arches after Ben lies to Phil to protect Callum on the morning of their wedding. This is basically my take on the spoilers where Ben is shocked when Callum walks into the car lot. and he misses snow. New Beginnings. Changing there world upside down. (15.5k words), ben gets a burnout, and decides to change careers because of it, ending up working in a library. Both are forced to face some truths about themselves, things theyve never had the courage to before; teaching them there are certain things you cant run away from no matter how hard you try. They take the time to reminisce and enjoy reliving some memories, that are just for the two of them. Im always 110% here for soft Ben. Or the one where Angie gets resurrected. Falling for a man, a man who was meant to marry a woman. Changing there world upside down. Ben tells Callum since Lola died his daughter Lexi is his sole responsibility. Now, not all the lightning was coming from Ivy's wand. (feb 2023)Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! (amidst all the celebrations, a lot of creations go under the radar so heres a little collection of ben x callum christmassy for everyone to enjoy! Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply something new, something true, something endless by @ballumschmallum. 439) Is this EastEnders or a Ballum FanFiction? And soft Callum, but this one we're getting much often. What if Chris and Paul had died the same way, at someones hands, and their murderer was still at large? Typically, it means that the writer is going to use they / them pronouns. After being medically discharged from the army, Callum moves into his brother's flat with the intention of forging a new path in life. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. he's gay. Thank you to all of you though- your fics have provided me with some light in a dark time. Please consider turning it on! Trigge Ben is heartbroken about Sharon not allowing Ben to go to the funeral. Log in Sign up. Thinking about all the special moments theyve shared, the hurdles theyve faced and how far theyve come since their previous trips to this place, helps them make some important realisations; about what parts they want to play in the future on and off screen. A growing relationship between the t Ben and Callum have a Christmas to remember, a beautiful romance book about two lesbians meeting through their love of Ballum. (2.7k words), this is not a temporary love by @halfwayinit, the snowflakes are slowly fluttering to the ground, mesmerising callum as he sits watching from the window. ), ben regrets not having last christmas with callum, but he's making damn sure he spends every second of it this year (1.5k words), ben wants to spend some alone-time with his boyfriend. Due to personal problems (I won't get into it) I will not do any more stories unless you ask Bens forgotten the past 4 years, after an accident. Callum held Ben close to him and caressed his hair. You know me, you know the drill by now. We didn't end up seeing much of Jay's stag, but at least we got a bit of background Ballum and some partners-in-crime vibes, which I always love. Convinced that he knows the identity of his tormentor, Callum confronts Jay and delivers a violent warning. Finally feeling ready to remove it, to start this new chapter with Callum, he visits Pam and Les to tell them the news. except, people cant stop reminding ben not to fuck everything up. Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, First Meetings, Falling In Love, 2019 Ballum Vibes, Fate & Destiny, Boys In Love, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Misunderstandings, Dishonesty, Explicit Sexual Content, First Time, First Kiss, Self-Discovery, Self-Esteem Issues, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Dating, past trauma, Discussions of death, Threats of Violence, discussions of injury, Insecurity Callum keeps falling for Ben over and over again leaving him in tricky situations. It made him fill loved, cherished and warm. Most of the time trying to escape from things they find too difficult to deal with. we need more of them in the world!!! I mean it's not totally implausible, right? Such brilliant angsty moments mixed in with romance and passion #malex #ballum swoooon . and what happens when they get feelings for each other? send in requests! I've gotten bored so decided to start up my wattpad again and write some random one shot imagines and preferences about Ballum, Jola and all other ships on the soap! It makes sense, Bob, think about it.' This is imagined Ballum-related scenes that take place around those screened. first couple of chapters is a look back in the past. Suki is the respected mother of a large family. is max bowden deaf in real life. I do my job well, Mr Mitchell, Callums head lifted, pulling his suit jacket back to show a firearm tucked away, and for the fighting, Ive got assistance, another smile, this time more confident. Hes got a good job, a good flat, good friends and an amazing boyfriend and a community where he felt like he fitted. "Your hair is so soft.." He thought he had the perfect life that was until he met a mysterious man who was new to the business of construction. he just wants to go to bed, not think about this wretched holiday, and maybe allow himself to wallow in self pity a little while he's at it. Thinking about all the special moments theyve shared, the hurdles theyve faced and how far theyve come since their previous trips to this place, helps them make some important realisations; about what parts they want to play in the future on and off screen. I've gotten bored so decided to start up my wattpad again and write some random one shot imagines and preferences about Ballum, Jola and all other ships on the soap! ballum - Freeform; Angst; Hurt/Comfort; Angst and Hurt/Comfort; Eventual Smut; Summary. ben comforting callum when he feels guilty and talk of the future (feat. Whitney is not in this story. Balaam states that he will utter only what God, Yahweh, inspires, but he is willing to accompany the Moabite . Fandom: EastEnders (TV) - Chapter 24 - Ethel123 - EastEnders (TV) [Archive of Our Own], https://archiveofourown.org/users/K8Jax83/. He loved being the little spoon. Ben and Callum taking Lexi to school, Lexi running to Callum and giving him a hug, Lexi asking for a puppyI mean, I'm sure I've read all those things so having them play out . Its a real talent to be able to get it so right, and Gemma has it in abundance. (13k words), you're all that i need (underneath the tree) by @minimitchell. An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works EastEnders fan, second. listen i've never cried at a fic before but that last chapter actually had me tearing up a bit ngl , everyone in this fandom is insanely talented but i want to show some love to some favourites: @calthighway in my mind gemma is the queen of au fics. This romantic based soft affection. They look at each other like theyre the only people in the room, like theyve hung the moon and its beautiful. You're not alone. Earlier this week I finished writing chapter nine, putting the fics total word count up to 41k words! I wanted Jack to ruin Callum. They take the time to reminisce and enjoy reliving some memories, that are just for the two of them. For the fanfic readers, "3am Rush" and "Two" have been updated! . Ben is generally affection starved, Id say. Ben didn't feel this way, but wouldn't restrict him if he didn't love Ben the way he loved Callum. Bit of a different tone to my others. Callum and Ben in a world where Ben is in Prison and Callum is a guard. Freddie and Bobby decide to spend the night together. wghich high rise invasion character do yew kin. Sex is great and everything but he probably just wants cuddles and soft, sweet kisses. the situation theyre in isnt great but maybe it wont be completely horrible to sit here waiting with this guy next to him. 95 0 1. If you'd like to join in, please sign in or register. summary: the five times someone uses the word love + the 1 time ben and callum use it properly. Except, neither of them wants to do that, so Freddie proposes another deal: They continue being "friends with benefits.". Thanks to anyone whos has read so far. An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works Sad alternative to Lola's current storyline. Jay and Lola are getting married, but the Ben and Callum breakup is ruining the perfect day. Because yeah,exactly. The explicit rating is there to cover those chapters depicting sexual content - while not frequent, these do exist where I feel Ballum's sexual relationship has something to add to their narrative. Series: Part 2 of The Parts We Play Ben and Callum both live on Albert Square. Characters: Callum "Halfway" Highway, Ben Mitchell, Jay Brown, Lola Pearce, Lexi Pearce, Frankie Lewis, Mick Carter, Linda Carter (Eastenders), Phil Mitchell, Stuart Highway, Jonno Highway Sort by: Hot. World's largest fanfiction archive and forum where fanfic writers and readers around the globe gather to share their passion. Ben shuts out the world on his wedding day, but there's one person he can't hide from. Can Callum save his husband from himself. S-ZONE is a brand that specialized in simple but utility, classical but fashionable bags' ZONE since 2012. Ben Mitchell isn't everyone's cuppa tea, in fact he's hardly anybody's, but Callum Highway sees something in him that others don't. SMUT WARNNG Despite all the obstacles in their path they gravitate towards eachother and find it impossible to resist the power of the connection between them. what better way to combine those things than going on a trip up north together between christmas and new years eve. Work Search: As he tried to come to terms with the craz "Was that the winner's kiss?" You are all so talented, and I just want to say thank you to you all. Is ben able to deal with his own demons and help Callum. Thunder sounded, and suddenly, the sky was dark with violent-looking clouds. Chapter 4 (Link ) is up if anyone is interested to read. Archive of Our Own, Crystal Blue Eyes. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. Jay wants to throw a surprise wedding for Lola and Ben isn't happy about it. I decided to do a story from the scene off eastenders when Ben and Callum had their fist kiss. Trouble strikes again in Watford. Because sex, thats what he can have on a daily basis. Y'all, this might just be reaching but what if Callum lashes out at Ben because he's jealous of a hookup? Firstly, an apology. The failed Ballum seduction scene. Peter (15y/o) will get his powers in 2010. And it wasnt him that was actually paying the price the most. Its my attempt to tie up loose ends, deal with plot anomalies & generally try to work out how disparate scenes could have linked. ~ SMUT WARNNG The Ballum stuff is insufferable. where he could rebuild his life and start to help others like he always knew he wanted to do. Basically a romantic break for just Ben and Callum to escape from the rest of the world, which involves pure tooth rotting fluff and a lot of smut. She asks Freddie (and Alfie) to find somewhere else to live. which miss peregrines home for peculiar children character are you? Ben Mitchell now has a job as a construction worker after coming out of prison for the death of heather trott. Chapter five of my Ballum AU where Callum's got anger management issues and Ben is a manipulative bastard, plus the usual residents of Albert Square all live inside a tower block together. Can they rescue their marriage? Is it alright if I touch you?. . Please consider turning it on! @calthighway @thefancyspin, calthighway is the absolute queen of AUs. Callum reassures him saying everything will be ok. I drew the picture. (Do you have headcanons for the next pride? With the trials they face, they will work to regain their friendship and become Heroes together. first couple of chapters is a look back in the past. rating: general audiences Yes, yes to all of these, absolutely. im really really sorry its like 11;30 that im posting this - im hopeless i know - but hey, it's me, . February 27, 2023 By restaurants on the water in st clair shores By restaurants on the water in st clair shores Unfortunately, the Ballum fandom accuses EE fans of homophobia if they do not agree with their view of Ben and Callum's relationship.. T.Lanette . Rating: Explicit Whats your opinion? he doesn't even know how he's found it. Can Callum save his husband from himself. Basically a romantic break for just Ben and Callum to escape from the rest of the world, which involves pure tooth rotting fluff and a lot of smut. LesleyJane. You rock and I hope you keep posting your art. For this concept to work, you have to assume none of the characters know each other, & are complete strangers Trust nobody; question everything; & get the Traitors out before they get you! Go to samaritans.org or mindout.org.uk for advice and support. ~ . Will follow some timelines and characters but its about the attraction between two beautiful souls. Follow. She's a criminal, she's got a terrible reputation, but most of all she doesn't give a damn what anyone thinks of her. You're such a brilliant story teller, please always keep writing . Take later. Post Jan 28, 2021 #565 2021-01-28T20:53. by proxy by thisissirius/@thisissirius Chapter three of my EE characters live in an apartment block but not much else is different AU, bringing us back to Callums POV as the poor guy continues to live in terrified denial. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (1008), Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse) (1), Callum "Halfway" Highway/Ben Mitchell (2121), Whitney Dean/Callum "Halfway" Highway (61), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Lexi Pearce (34), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Ben Mitchell & Lexi Pearce (24), Callum ''Halfway'' Highway/Chris Kennedy (22), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Stuart Highway (16), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Paul Coker (vaguely mentioned/referenced), based on that time whitney went on a rampage and decided to run people over, only callum is unfortunately taken out :/, This is admittedly rather sad and heavy so I'd advise you proceed with caution, I feel it's probably appropriate for me to tag 'angst', I wrote and posted this way back in 2021 but removed it after an influx of people complaining lmaoo, gritty police thing that will make no sense, and cook a lasagne too if we have the time, Why is Callum wearing a wig and thigh high boots I dont know, an attempt at giving him the stag he should have got, i'm a little lost in you (and everything you do). (feb 2023)Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! summary: it was phil. Will his strictly journey help him to find himself and work through the mess of his life? , Even if its not tomorrows episode, that is exactly how I want that damn scene to go. ballum - Freeform; Angst; Hurt/Comfort; Angst and Hurt/Comfort; Eventual Smut; Summary. This ask is so wonderful I kinda want to print it and hang it on my wall. he meets someone online, who has had an equally as bad start in life. Fillers for when the boys are absent from our screens, contemplating what they might be getting up to, or interpretations of what wider motivation was behind the existing scenes. feel free to use any of these! summary: callum's first pride out of the closet goes better than he could have dreamed. Through rough stages of pride and being proud. Kudos to EE writers/producers for giving us this kind of gay couple, full of casual touches and casual kisses. Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply This is just another oneshot where Lexi helps her dad speak out when all she's trying to do is get her old dad back. everyone in this fandom is insanely talented but i want to show some love to some favourites: @dingletragedy soph's writing is so beautiful and poetic and soft i love it. LesleyJane. i dare you to let me be your, your one and only by @callumsmitchells. *bows down* xx (2/2), @calthighway @dingletragedy @thefancyspin @halfwayinit @callumsmitchells @oceandawning @juguitos @smugdensmitchell @yasisworld @stillamess22 , Love to Bookl0ver on AO3 - Save Me was exactly the kind of darkness I wanted after the kidnapping storyline. Will he find more than that in his time there? Just one night, no strings, like we said. just a collection of prompts and oneshots. 4,347 1,484. He moved away from Walford to be away from his dad. He runs him a glass of water before joining him in the bathroom. Chapter One. Instead of fighting to save the marriage Callum decides to move on. (As requested by my dear friend Shaun and written in honour of his birthday.). Callum PTSD One Shot by Kayleigh. However, Tony Clay has no clue that Max intends to destroy Ballum be male lead on Eastenders. Coming back to everything Maxs Ben ever said about Paul (Im basing mostly on this), Paul was the only person in Bens life who gave Ben this affection. but what is the last present? For someone keen to organise Jay's stag do to the letter, Ben doesn't turn up to the Albert until after Jay's started to wonder if any men are. Alternative story for Ben and Callum, set before Ben lost his hearing. 'Are you okay?' I have decided to introduce actress Ellie Dadd as Amy Mitchell, and the character of Davinder Gulati. I don't think it a big spoiler to confirm this a Ballum fic at this point though, even if only one of them is obviously present to start. Alternative for the fire at the Mitchells. | And then Paul did. Short Story - Ben . i love everything she writes. Chapter four of my Ballum AU where much of it is the same except they all live in a tower block together and Bens been using an anonymous chatroom to torment Callum. Callum reassures him saying everything will be ok. A one shot chapter covering a small basis of Callum with PTSD. Despite all the obstacles in their path they gravitate towards eachother and find it impossible to resist the power of the connection between them. A growing relationship between the t Decided to do another Ballum story lol, this one I made up, it is not a real story line. Callum coming back, to find everything different, everything wrong, thing that shouldnt have happened like this. Summary: Chapter 7 is up for anyone who is interested. So then I end up leaving nothing. which is just shit of me. #eastenders #ballum #spoilers #ben mitchell #callum highway. 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